Somehow I managed to survive playing the waiting game yesterday and my poor overworked heart did not give up on me mid-way. I was so worried about the result that I only ate a small bowl of cornflakes in the late morning and almost made myself sick a number of times. If things go smoothly on the 'baking' front, I think there'd be a lot more 'waiting games' ahead of me, plus a lot of nail-biting, nerve-wrecking moments.
Thankfully, the check yesterday revealed that the 'bun' is in the spot where it should be in the 'oven'... this is the very first step of the journey ahead. I was so relieved, delighted and over the moon when I saw my little 'bun' (more like a grain of rice at this stage). The next phase is to pray and hope that little 'bun' will continue to grow and develop accordingly. With my past track record, anything that can go wrong went wrong, so I hope things will be dramatically different this time... I just want it to be smooth and uneventful.
Yes, there's a bun in the oven and baking is in progress!!!
2 comments:
Bake away my friend, bake away !!!!
wishing you strength and the very very best wishes.
brooke
xo
I have been following your blog for a while now. I found it after I experienced my first loss in November 2009, a little girl at 20 weeks. I recently experienced another loss, a girl named Aubrey at 32 weeks. I have a 3 year old son who was born in 2008 before all of this. I wanted to tell you I am so happy about this post, I have been praying for you. Also, I live in the US and will soon be going to a specialist. What do you recommend for me to ask or what tests should I request to try and find out why my babies have not survived? I would really appreciate any feedback. My e-mail address is amberfluhr@hotmail.com Thanks!!!
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